HELLO SADISTS.
Just don't be lifeless by spamming. :) Other then that, is ok i guess. You should know the limits. Haha.
Your thoughts have taken their toll
Just an ordinary person who is undergoing whatever stuffs that every people face, and learning from mistakes and improving attitude bit by bit. :) ; Am a procrastinator, eccentric, loves to drink, different. Dislikes false accusation, who does? ; care too much and worry too much sometimes but oh well better then doing less. :) ; Manchester United! AND Miami Heat! ; Like playing basketball, football, badminton and handball. Loves guitars, can't live without them. in a band named Neverending Incest <3. Awesome band leader i have. :) Grateful for everything that is around me. Value the friends i like alot. So adios for now.
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Heartbeat
Saturday, November 28, 2009 @ 9:29 PM
I find this korean song pretty cool and awesome! :D Enjoy!
the heart that you stepped all over and left is still beating. and it's beating for you
no matter how hard i try to forget no matter how many new people i meet why do i keep thinking of only you when i turn around i don't want to do this anymore. i want to stop. no matter how many times i try and try to stop myself it's no use. my heart is broken. why
why do i keep doing such foolish things i know in my head, but why is my heart rebelling i'm holding on to you and can't let go. it still feels like you're next to me. i can't believe in farewell
no matter who i meet, i can't open up one part of my heart and i keep your place empty there's no reason for you come back, but why do i keep thinking that you might come back why isn't my heart listening
listen to my heartbeat. it's beating for you listen to my heartbeat. it's waiting for you don't i know that it's over. i don't understand why i'm like this listen to my heartbeat. it's beating for you listen to my heartbeat. it's waiting for you it still hurts thinking of you. i think of you every time my heart beats
i have to forget. i have to forget in order to live i have to erase it. if i don't, i'll die stop trying to get her back. she ain't coming she's gone, gotta be moving on she left. she won't come back. she doesn't think of you.
she doesn't know that i'm waiting for her, she's doing well she already forgot about me, totally erased me. why can't i do that
listen to my heartbeat. it's beating for you listen to my heartbeat. it's waiting for you
my heart is beating faster and faster (x4)
Rest In Peace Puan Niza
Thursday, November 12, 2009 @ 10:55 PM
Have a good life ahead teacher, I, i mean we will always remember for what you have done for us.
How you teach me and motivate me for me to achieve A* in Malay. And also the effort you put in and on how you worked for us to do well. I say it again although i said it many times to you when you were still here. Thankyouverymuch!!! May the good lord bless you for whatever comes next for you teacher.
It was indeed a tragic day. Lost my mood to study and burn the midnight oil, moreover im tired. I'll wake up in the morning and revise Business Studies to make it up.
For now, lights out early for me and goodnight everyone. Pray for you teacher.
Rest In Peace. (RIP)
Awesome!
Tuesday, November 10, 2009 @ 4:41 PM
Check this out guys:
Awesome songs.
Forever by Drake feat. Kanye West, Lil Wayne, Eminem
Yeah i know, very very inactive but hey this blog post is for you to see. :)
Okay so 30th oct is the day the school had Halloween! All the props people and actor effort and contribution to the school building as the horror house has come. :D
All of us worked so hard for the past week especially after school hours i.e. stay back to help with props and worked all day including school hours to get everything done till like 4. And we made it! The atmosphere, set ups, and such were just amazing. Fantastic.
After that, some of us stayed back to get dress in school and some other went back like phon, jerm and i went to Cyril's house to shower. After that, we arrive to school at the same time as Chris, Yung man, Phoebe, Jodie, Angelin and Livia (they came together from phoebe's house). After that, all of us proceeded to the school building and get everything done as in the acts and positions and duties. After we're done, its 6.15 and we're ready to go! So the horror house begin!
Jeremy, Yung man, Phon, Chris, Ana was in the first session (library). Along the middle theres me, mimi, laura, rouman, Bryan Hung (leader), Bryan Chow, Joanne (one of the head), Khajen, Shiqin and Lamis before the next session which is the torture room and Doll room. Torture room we have Dariush and Doll room is Phoebe. After that the last session was Daryl, Oneida, Vivien, Ashwina and Diba. The rest which are Sina and others are like in charge or entrance and exit. Some of us like the props people switched roles to cover up some blanks as the queue was really long and groups are coming in fast.
First few groups which are kids were so terrified that more then half of them cried. :D Then there comes the parents which we did pretty good job as well. But some were just speechless. And as for secondaries, its not bad just one of the group which consist of like 10+ people and more over has Maaz and Kah Weng (which they apologize afterwards) in it so it practically demoralize and made quite many people mad. lol. BUT hey overall its awesome. :)
Lastly, the horror house is done and all of us proceed with the rest of the people on halloween to the football field for the bonfire. :) Bonfire is way smaller then last year but the fire works were nice. All of us enjoyed it. Haha. Before i go back, Chris whack my back and say do you want to go to the All American Rejects concert tomorrow?! I was like "thats pain! and maybe yeah will confirm as soon as possible". But ended up didnt go as my mom was not in a good mood and i didnt bother asking. And Beyonce doesn't want to come to malaysia in the end. :D But i like AAR's songs so haih :( ...oh wells. Bet Chris and the other 6 he invited enjoyed the concert. :) (as far as i know the other 6 are Joanne, Jodie, Yung man, Phoebe and 2 other) i think! Haha.
Thats all for 30th October. :) Great day that was. But something is missing...
Are you avoiding intimacy or what?
Saturday, September 5, 2009 @ 6:48 PM
Hello readers. Ok so i'm gonna post about these sexy ladies that i admire. Haha. Ok tooo many people like Megan Foxx and Jessica Alba. These are like the two names i hear from 90% of the people talking about hot celebs. SO i'm gonna bring up these few celebs which are hot as well! :D
Ladies and Gentleman! They are!
Pixie Lott
Lady Gaga
Kate Beckinsale
Hyori Lee
Haha. I just personally find them attractive. :D Share your views on whose hot and sexaaayyyy besides the most discuss Megan Foxx and Jessica Alba.
Latest twitter url !!!!
Monday, August 31, 2009 @ 5:31 PM
I changed my twitter username so its this link now:- http://twitter.com/carlson92
Follow me. :) I'm updating very very frequently.
Happy Merdeka!
@ 12:04 AM
Happy 52nd Birthday Malaysia. :) Merdeka! :D Woot!
Go Malaysia. You may be a very humid country (*whisper* and also bad politic) but we still love you, Malaysia. Haha.
Dont think the celebration will be that great though but still. :)
Peace com church camp @ Eagle Rench in PD!
Sunday, August 30, 2009 @ 5:14 PM
Ok as promise, i'm going to post a post about the awesome and fun trip i had with peace com church camp. Its really amazing. I was looking forward so eagerly before the camp trip. I kept praying that it will be great and desirable for all of us that go. And guess what, the lord answered my prayers! ALL of us had so much fun! Meeting new members int he church and also knowing the existing ones more! So awesome! :D Ok lets move to the first day which is thursday.
First day (Thursday)
So my parents, baby bro, sis and i arrived there kinda early, about 3.30 i guess? Haha. We were one of the early birds. So we assembled at the hall of eagle rench resort. And waited for others to come. After quite awhile about 6.30, 90% of the church arrived. So i went with my mates to the dormitory. Theres few different type of accommodation like the white tepees, the paddock (the dormitory we live), there are 20 people dormitory, chalet, Wagons and etc. The dormitory is actually pretty decent consisiting 8 beds, 2 bathrooms. So then, we had dinner, then some talk and prayers. Not much happen on the first day but we slept very late. We chit chat alot and knocking on the girl's dormitory which is right beside ours and messing around with them. :P haha. Then the officers like Prakash(music band leader and guitarist) and Joseph Lai(Singer and guitarist) called us to get to bed and lights out. Oh yea, my roommates are awesome bro Sugin, Yogan, Alex, JT, Lip Vi, Lip Hwa and african bro kenneth. :D For the girls are Gina, Isabelle, Kelsey, Laurabelle, Ana(my sis), Jamie, Emma and Shammie i think. :( Sorry! On this day we're devided into 4 groups and thats peace, kindness, love and joy. Team peace leader was JT, Kindness was Prakash, Love was my dad and finally for team joy, guess who? :D ME! :D hahaha.
Second day (Friday)
Then there comes the 2nd day where most of the action and excitement happens and theres abit of bored part as well. haha. Anyway, here we go, we started our day early as we didnt do the session 1 yesterday so then we did all the 3 sessions of the camp thing today. The sessions are related to christian stuff. Most parts were kinda bored but some were really nice to listen to the 2nd in command of the church, pastor Jaccob Thomas. Poor Pastor Fred and his wife are sick but despite that they still attend the camp. Praise god. Sugin, Yogan and Kelsey decided to call me to wake me up while i fell asleep halfway through the sessions. lol. But i ignored the call. Haha. After the talks, then there comes the games! For that day we have to build the tallest tower filled with balloons without the involvement of any furniture. All 4 groups built really nice towers but i really reckon my team had the nicest cause i was the model to hold the umbrellas filled with balloons including balloons covered all over me. Haha. Heaps fun! Ended all 4 groups got full 5 points. Then theres free time! Where we can do whatever we want! We did basketball and futsal which i found out that Prakash is a Penang player! Amazing huh! And really he was great. Very strong near the basket. For me is shooting. :D Then after that, we jumped into the pool and played water polo! Haha. Sugin was the goalkeeper, team 1 was me, uncle tony and Yogan then team 2 was Isabelle, Alex and Eugene. Ended up it was a draw i think. My leg got cramped in the last 5 min before we ended. Damn its still pain now on my left calf. Ouch. After our bath, so theres the bbq night! :D The food was simply tasty and marvelous! Kelsey, isabelle and i was corn crazy that night! Sugin was meat madness! Haha. Great chefs the resort have. Then we had the game call charades. Wow we had so much fun with that too! No actions, no words, just drawing. 3 topics that we have to pick randomly, either songs, movies or Scripture. To me i personally think movie is the easiest followed by songs then scripture. Scripture is heck hard! lol. Ended after game, currently 1st place is team kindness followed by peace then joy, lastly love. :D We still have telematch the next day so still can catch up!!! Go Joy! xD After the games, we had fun and some had fun for the rest of the night but most went to bed. Mates over 21 years old went to drink with the adults. Damn i'm not 21! lol. But isabelle, leyla, alex and i went for a walk. We sent leyla back to her chalet with her parents first. After that, isabelle (izzy for short) and i decided to visit the different type of houses. Haha. First we went to Alex's parents tepee where as always i'm the one who start the greeting followed by izzy with our big smiley faces then alex came from behind. Haha. You can really stargaze in the bathroom as the bathroom of the tepee is roofless! HAHAHAHAHA. lol much. Then we visited the wagon where my parents and baby bro lives. Again we greeted with big smiles on our face. Then is the top of the wagon is they say is pretty cool due to its interior design. We decided to go to the nearest one which is the African brothers like Udu, Samuel, Ludovic and Emi. Again, those two which is izzy and alex were scared so i ended up again being the first one to knock and go in. When we visit, they were actually sleeping and udu attended to us. We apologize after the visit. Sorray. :) Lastly we chatted near the pool which is a very nice area. Then went to our dorms afterward. It was a really great night. Yogan and Sugin was lets put it in a nice way, filled with the spirit after their drink with the adults. lol.
Last day (Saturday)
This day, we woke up late, most of us youngsters arrived at the dining hall late. Cause of tiredness from Friday. Btw food for breakfast and lunch in the dining hall for our stay was very delicious as well. Haha. Then so after breakfast and devotion. We had telematch! It was so fun. And i got to say my team did well. 3 events due to limited time only. We got 2nd, 3rd and 3rd. End result, Team kindness was the winner followed by team peace then my team, team joy and last was team love. :D All of us were tired and collected our prizes then went to packed our bags. After the packing we had lunch then bid our farewells to each other. :) Sad that it end so fast.
But we always have another time again! :D Haha. Can't wait seriously. By that time there will be more people and young adults as well! Man i love meeting new people. xP So overall, its obvious. Haha. So then thats it for now. And will update when theres more. :)
For the time being, See ya soon. :)
Departing to Church Family camp
Thursday, August 27, 2009 @ 12:42 PM
Hey readers, so now i'm departing to the church family camp. :) Will tell you guys about it when i come back ok. :) Think and expecting it will be jam packed with fun and actions. :)
So keep in touch with this blog. Adios! :D
Ps: Really excited about the Family church camp
pps: Follow me on twitter:- http://twitter.com/carlson92
ppps: Updating my other blog with the same info about the camp. :)
Peace.
x
Back and going with this dead blog :D
@ 11:39 AM
Ok so i'm going to continue this dead and silent blog from today onwards. :) Hope to hear from you in the comment box. Feel free to chat in cbox. Promise to update this blog atleast once per week. Haha. :) Ok then. Lets get started and start commenting. :D