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Just an ordinary person who is undergoing whatever stuffs that every people face, and learning from mistakes and improving attitude bit by bit. :) ; Am a procrastinator, eccentric, loves to drink, different. Dislikes false accusation, who does? ; care too much and worry too much sometimes but oh well better then doing less. :) ; Manchester United! AND Miami Heat! ; Like playing basketball, football, badminton and handball. Loves guitars, can't live without them. in a band named Neverending Incest <3. Awesome band leader i have. :) Grateful for everything that is around me. Value the friends i like alot. So adios for now.
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Miss home but i miss something more...
Wednesday, December 8, 2010 @ 5:51 PM
I have to give credits to a friend of mine named Jenny from Tawau which i know her from my college, Nilai University College.
What i agree is this.
Yes i miss home, miss my siblings, my old friends, spent good time to my close ones from KL from both my old school, Sri Cempaka and Tanarata Int’ school. But i miss my college so much! I miss my new friends, the environment, the atmosphere of a college life. Yes that feeling. You guys know what i’m talking about. Its really enthusiastic. Miss the hang outs i spent with different friends in College. Eating dinner, lunch, breakfast, supper, spent time hanging out till early morning, at Cyber cafe, pubbing, and the unavoidable and occasional smoking. Imagine this…so much happen in just close to 3 months! Unimaginable at first before entering this college environment. Many people especially my KL friends say Nilai is so far away from City and will be boring. I say, you can have fun whenever and wherever you are, you just need to seize the opportunity you have and you just have to appreciate the fullest out of the environment you are in.
If you can’t convert your life to a fun one in the environment you’re in then you need some guidance and help. Haha!
Conclusion, you can have fun in whatever, whenever and wherever. You just need to know how. :)
I miss Nilai! Especially the people there. :)
My Weekend. :)
Sunday, September 26, 2010 @ 9:53 PM
As promise i'm back with updates on my weekend. :) Since tomorrow is college (1st day) of orientation and will be busy i guess so i decided to update now. Haha. More to come after i experience the entire week of orientation and my impression to the school and my opinions about the surroundings. :D
ANYWAY! Lets start with Friday, okay so after school, my grandma and i went to school to pick Syahira and Azmir (very cool twin friends of mine from Dubai) to my house as we earlier plan to do activities in my area. :) As you might be wondering why am i not driving, reason is cause as my parents and baby bro are in Scotland for a month, she "gantung" my driving license as shes afraid i might go crazy without her curfew and whatever, which potential and tendency is high. Actually i'm quite pleased that shes that caring and do so cause i really would have done it. :) Well wouldn't want my parents especially my mom to get worried so its good that she do so anyway. :) Okay, so before arriving, we drop azmir at the taxi stand as he has a football game to attend and will be back to my house in 2 hours time, and as for syahira and me we went to the gym and talked about many stuff lah. Advantage of being a graduated student is listening to tons of gossips. :P After that, Azmir came back with lighting speed as in he paid the taxi driver twice the amount just to be fast. LOL! Well he did made it in time anyway and we ate domino's for dinner, we ate ALOT! 4 regular pizzas and couple of spaghetti belognese and custard pie and cinnamon stix. :) Then we catch the movie "Dear John". Ana (sis) and Azmir got bored of it after an hour, as for Syahira i have no idea cause i know she watched it for 5 times already so...lol. Haha. As for myself, i teared at the part when John has to read the letter he wrote to his father in the hospital as the father is diagnosed with cancer (he is autistic). Its really touching. And for the rest, the movie shows about commitment towards love of two individuals. I don't watch this type of movies often thats why i was actually into the story line. Overall i find it rather rare-ish and sad of course. Rare as in this type of relationship happens to 1 in every a thousand couples. Haha. After that we played PS2 for awhile before the next activity below. :)
And continue, we had a night walk and i showed them how romantic and beautiful can my place be. :) Their response? One word "Heaven". Besides the fact that the place is such, majority here are caucasians (whites) that made them say that its real heaven. lol. Haha. And facilities which i showed them is just pure bonus. :) Okay so thats all, after that, we sent them to the taxi stand and they went back safely. :) We all described the day as fantastic. :) And after that at 230 till 4, Yung Man, Stanley and i went to yam cha at the mamak stall that i remember we went for the Netherland and Brazil world cup game. :) Haha. Awesome mamak stall, well equipped. And thats my Friday and early Saturday. :)
Okay so Saturday, nothing much happen to be honest, except for night where Azmir came back from 1 to 230 to chill with ana and me. :) We had good talk. Nice of him to come. Haha.
Sunday today i had a basketball tournament held in cempaka cheras, tournament name is CCA which i have no idea what it stands for. :D With my old mates that i used to play basketball with. :) I actually missed playing with them so its like a reunion. Haha. Its been almost 3 months since i last played and we formed the team without practice. Haha. :D So we came feeling the feel of coming to just have fun. :) First game we fought Sekolah Sultan Abdul Shah (SAS). Great fight between us, score ended up 12-10. Low scoring cause its only 7 minutes per half and 2 halfs present only. :) I played only at the 2nd half. 2nd game same, i played for the 2nd half only and we lost 24-18 to this guy called LCM's team name called Lucifer. :) They're the 2nd fav team to win. 3rd game was against this team name called Messy. And they were really messy. We won 23-17 cause last 3 minutes we were fooling around. lol. I played 10 minutes out of the 14 in this game. :) last game we play against the team which thrash other teams by margins, this guy who is "state player" for Selangor named Jeong Jun i think who is captain for the team Dream. I must admit that he was the star player in the tournament. BUT, he got 4 fouls pretty quick out of the 5 and did not play that well scoring only 6 points i think which is unlike him, he scores more then 10 at least in other games. This game we totally locked him. With Abel man on him at the mid pose and Tzu Leong with him at high pose with Abel and me on him at low pose with Abel as Abel's position is between us. We got good fast breaks and my rebounds really helped. :) I played for the entire game for it so as Abel. Point guard was George and shootguard was Edward then 2nd half was Tzu Leong, Me as center and forwards are Abel and Yik Khong then Yik Khong got substituted by Jeng Liang in 2nd half. Last game was the most interesting, the whole crowd was at their toes as both of us team put on a great fight. :) End score was 16-16 which we could have won actually as Abel miss the last shot and luckily Jeong Jun miss the last shot for the opposite team and i got the rebound and hold it till it ends. :) Win for 2 points, Draw 1, lose 0. We won 2, draw 1, lost 1. So 5 points in total and we got 3rd place which we got bronze. :) Hehe. Not bad for a team that is so unprepared with little practice but gifted players and natural instincts with experience that thrust our way up and displayed great shows. :) Dream got 1st and Lucifer got 2nd. SAS 4th and Messy last. We will collect our medals next time we see the coach that knows me well. :) We had good talk. Haha. Will meet him soon again la. He is a good coach to me. :)
Okay so after that, i went back and just sleep for a couple of hours, kfc for dinner and done last minute packing before coming here and updating. :) After this, i'm gonna call her. Miss her alot really.
So thats all for now. Anything i will update and latest its by next weekend. Alright? :) Have a great week guys and till the next post, see ya! :D
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Saturday, September 25, 2010 @ 2:51 PM
Soon i will be updating about my entire weekend. I mean i want to cause it is the time i spend with my friends before steeping into a whole new environment practically away from civilization which the place goes by the name of Nilai. lol. The college i'm going to is Nilai University College. :) First impression when i enter for enrollment and interview was its a very quiet place unlike Taylor, Sunway or HELP. BUT the very good thing is, it is very much more multi national then the colleges i mention above. This college has people coming from 60+ different nations. Talking about Culturally diverse. Haha.
Anyways, will update soon and mood update is, i'm very happy. Could be better but i'm grateful for what i have. :)
Selamat Hari Raya and belated Hari Merdeka from my blog. :D
Friday, September 10, 2010 @ 11:54 AM
I'm backkkk! Hahaha. Yeah its abit late but i did dedicate my twitter post. Facebook post to Hari Merdeka. :) I was really patriotic around that day. Haha.
And Selamat Hari Raya to all my muslim mates! Maaf Zahir dan Batin. Although i don't know who they are but in respect, i say and mean it. :)
Okay so Birthdays up till now to people who means something more then abit to me that i can remember are Kit Yen 2/9, Phoebe 4/9 and Mei-Yan 11/9. Haha. Yeah. More to come! Don't worry. :P
So thats all for now. I just want to say that i was really happy that i got my P at the 24th August. And will be entering college for orientation at 4/10 and check in to my off campus very own apartment with a housemate at 23 or 24/9. Haha. :) Doing Diploma in Hospitality management course which will last for 2 and plus years. And depending on my parents, if i do good, they will send me to UK for Degree in that course for a year plus, otherwise will either stay here in Malaysia or Australia for my Degree. :)
I guess thats about it and till the next time. See ya. :D
We are the World 25 for Haiti lyrics :)
Sunday, April 4, 2010 @ 12:39 AM
Awesome song i listened just 2 weeks ago. :) Thought of sharing. :)
"We Are The World 25 For Haiti"
[Justin Bieber] There comes a time When we heed a certain call [Nicole Scherzinger & Jennifer Hudson] When the world must come together as one [Jennifer Hudson] There are people dying [Jennifer Nettles] And it’s time to lend a hand to life The greatest gift of all [Josh Groban] We can’t go on Pretending day by day [Tony Bennet] That someone, somehow will soon make a change [Mary J Blige] We are all a part of God’s great big family And the truth, you know love is all we need
[Chorus] [Michael Jackson] We are the world We are the children [Michael Jackson and Janet Jackson] We are the ones who make a brighter day So let’s start giving [Barbra Streisand] There’s a choice we’re making We’re saving our own lives It’s true we’ll make a better day Just you and me
[Miley Cyrus] Send them your heart So they’ll know that someone cares [Enrique Iglesias] So their cries for help Will not be in vain [Nicole Scherzinger] We can’t let them suffer No we cannot turn away [Jamie Foxx] Right now they need a helping hand [Wyclef Jean] Nou se mond la We are the Children [Adam Levine] We are the ones who make a brighter day So lets start giving [Pink] There’s a choice we’re making We’re saving our own lives [BeBe Winans] It’s true we’ll make a better day Just you and me
[Michael Jackson] When you’re down and out There seems no hope at all [Usher] But if you just believe There’s no way we can fall [Celine Dion] Well, well, well, well, let us realize That a change can only come [Fergie] When we stand together as one
[Chorus - All] We are the world We are the children We are the ones who make a brighter day So let’s start giving [Nick Jonas] Got to start giving [All] There’s a choice we’re making We’re saving our own lives [Toni Braxton] It’s true we’ll make a better day Just you and me [Mary Mary] We are the world We are the children [Tony Bennet] Its for the children [Isaac Slade] We are the ones who make a brighter day [Toni Braxton] So lets start giving
[Lil Wayne] There’s a choice we’re making We’re saving our own lives It’s true we’ll make a better day Just you and me
[Chorus - All] We are the world We are the children We are the ones who make a brighter day So let’s start giving [Akon] There’s a choice we’re making We’re saving our own lives It’s true we make a better day Just you and me
[T-Pain] We are the world We are the children We are the ones who make a brighter day So let’s start giving [Jamie Foxx imitating Ray Charles] Choice were making Saving our own lives It’s true we’ll make a better day Just you and me
[Rapping - LL Cool J, Will-I-Am, Snoop Dogg, Busta Rhymes, Swizz Beatz] We all need somebody that we can lean on When you wake up look around and see that your dreams gone When the earth quakes we’ll help you make it through the storm When the floor breaks a magic carpet to stand on We are the World united by love so strong When the radio isn’t on you can hear the songs A guided light on the dark road your walking on A sign post to find the dreams you thought was gone Someone to help you move the obstacles you stumbled on Someone to help you rebuild after the rubble’s gone We are the World connected by a common bond
Love the whole planet sing it along
[Chorus - All]
[Kanye West] Everyday citizens Everybody pitching in
[Singing - Children & Wyclef Jean] Nou se mond la Nou se timoun yo
[Will-I-Am] You and I You and I [Kanye West] Uh, 12 days no water Whats your will to live? [Will-I-Am] We amplified the love we watching multiply [Kanye West] Feeling like the Worlds end We can make the World win [Will-I-Am] Like Katrina, Africa, Indonesia And now Haiti needs us, the need us, they need us
[Chorus - All] [Wyclef Jean] Haiti, Haiti, Ha, Ha, ha, ha, ha Haiti, Haiti, Ha, Ha, ha, ha, ha Haiti, Haiti, Ha, Ha, ha, ha, ha
Happy Birthday to me!
Sunday, March 28, 2010 @ 11:06 PM
Haha! Im so happy today. First of all, she was the first to wish me and she promise she will be the last. :) Secondly, church today was awesome as they celebrated my birthdayyyyyy!!!! :D
And Lastly! I counted, 102+64+8! I RECEIVED 172 wishes! And mind me, still counting till it reaches 12! But let me just round it up to 180. :D Most of all time in my life. :) Feeling so happy.
<3 My family, <3 My friends, <3 Church mates and most of all <3 you! :)
You know who you are. :P
Not entirely down!
Wednesday, February 24, 2010 @ 5:22 PM
Hello guys! I may be lazy and tired and down BUT this blog is not dead.
Achieved 4 medals today and the most satusfying one is no doubt, the Cheerleading Medal! WOOOOOOOT! So proud of everyone!
I believe all 3 houses, Vikings, Romans and Harappans did equally well. As this stuff are subjective, i say Harappans just spiced the judges view. :)
Harappans are the best! Nex mondya is my turn to bring the trophy back home! Haha! :D
Glad that nobody had serious injury besides the minor pain of tiredness and slipping off the track but everybody was fine.
Glory to the captain, glory to Harappans and glory to you, Lord God!
Sunday, January 3, 2010 @ 11:13 PM
I apologize for not updating. Will do it the coming weekend. It will be about Christmas, New Year to 1st week of school.
Cross my heart. :)
Monday, December 21, 2009 @ 10:30 PM
First would like to apologize to d'sara prom for not coming before i start. This time is serious why i can't come. Damn it.
Ok lets start off with hmm lets see...Saturday? Haha. Saturday wow jam packed activities all the way! First carol out reach performance in South City Plaza then band performance in Pavilion! Both are as awesome! And Sunday's church performance. :D
Carol performance was relatively good. Don't quite like on how the attendance of the crowd but hey they like it. :) Even the non christian were like in the mood! That really is nice. Besides that, short girl laura did a great job with the interview but she was reluctant at first, stage fright? HAHA! Wonder what changed her mind, oh wells. Pauline had to leave malaysia that day so did bid my farewells to her. Have a safe flight and come back! :D Sadly didn't see Sugin and Yogan mate there so as Aaron and Alex. But Prakash, Gina and Kelsey was there! :D Just glad that the carol performance went well with only 2 week of practice together at max!! :D All of us went to the mamak store nearby to satisfy our stomach! Ordered the usual which is teh tarik for me. Ate whole lot and hardly can move straight after eating! HAHA!
Anyways, After short rest at home for 30 minutes!!! I have to leave to pavilion! Omg such a rush! Got the electric guitar and such prepare already so is convenient. Reached there in time, manage to sound check for only 10 min plus, they were all like shouting at me and was like "Where in the world were you?!" Well i had to say that i was performing caroling somewhere else so they forgive me. :) We got everything under control as we practice lots and even have time to practice for other performance to be for example feb in MV and April in Pav again. :) We did with such perfection! The crowd was massive! Besides us Neverending incest, theres bunkbuster (well known), Crypt disciple, zmomalley alley (forgot the damn spelling) and few other bands performed. It was amazing overall, i would rate 8/10 for the entire performance AND 10/10 for our band! Hahaha. :P Did see many mates hanging out, thanks for coming guys! Such phenomenal day. :) Slept super early that day, like 9 or 10? Haha. Thats my Saturday.
Ok so then Sunday! Sunday was a very very VERY awesome day as well! Night, ok actually evening at about 6pm, arrived there with mom and baby bro to the ball room near my church where the event happens. So then was early, the choir warmed up our voices then had a break till 7 which was when the event commenced! Wow so many people, about 200? If it was me 5 years ago, i would have stage fright and just run away. HAHA! Anyway, then the readings and choir happening and such. Feel so blessed. Everything went superb. Orange juice which is one of the refreshments was nice! lol. Taste so good, i drank like 5 cups or more of it. :D haha! Great day it was and the weddings in other ballrooms, many came to see whats happening and they admired us. So awesome feeling. :D
So i guess thats all for now. Thats my weekend and is really tired. Lots to blog about this coming christmas, christmas eve and a special dinner with mates. :) So i guess its bye again for now, till next time, See ya. :) Peace.
Saturday, November 28, 2009 @ 9:29 PM
I find this korean song pretty cool and awesome! :D Enjoy!
the heart that you stepped all over and left is still beating. and it's beating for you
no matter how hard i try to forget no matter how many new people i meet why do i keep thinking of only you when i turn around i don't want to do this anymore. i want to stop. no matter how many times i try and try to stop myself it's no use. my heart is broken. why
why do i keep doing such foolish things i know in my head, but why is my heart rebelling i'm holding on to you and can't let go. it still feels like you're next to me. i can't believe in farewell
no matter who i meet, i can't open up one part of my heart and i keep your place empty there's no reason for you come back, but why do i keep thinking that you might come back why isn't my heart listening
listen to my heartbeat. it's beating for you listen to my heartbeat. it's waiting for you don't i know that it's over. i don't understand why i'm like this listen to my heartbeat. it's beating for you listen to my heartbeat. it's waiting for you it still hurts thinking of you. i think of you every time my heart beats
i have to forget. i have to forget in order to live i have to erase it. if i don't, i'll die stop trying to get her back. she ain't coming she's gone, gotta be moving on she left. she won't come back. she doesn't think of you.
she doesn't know that i'm waiting for her, she's doing well she already forgot about me, totally erased me. why can't i do that
listen to my heartbeat. it's beating for you listen to my heartbeat. it's waiting for you